I have so much going through my mind today that I find my emotions on the surface for no real reason other than overload. We’re having friends over for dinner tonight. They are bringing the meat and I’m doing the vegetables. This is a couple we really enjoy being with and can be ourselves with […]
Seems like I’m always complaining so I want to take a minute to say what a good day we had on Sunday. The weather was nice and Lynn was feeling pretty good for the third day in a row (that in itself made it a good day). A former co-worker of Lynn’s was coming over
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I picked up a magazine as I was waiting for Lynn to have an MRI last week and read an article entitled, “What happens if the caregiver gets sick?” It caught my eye because I’ve allowed that question to surface just on the edge of my consciousness several times but each time it comes, I
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So far, 2012 has not been a significant improvement over 2011. Yeah, I know it’s only January 3, but to be honest, I’m not looking for a lot of improvement over the days ahead.In looking back over 2011, I must say, it was not a great year. Lynn started the year barely functional after having
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It’s 12:12 a.m. Christmas Eve. In a few hours I’ll be back up getting ready for my kids to come over for our Christmas Eve time together. I love having them come over but as with all things, MS gets in the way it seems. I had a call from my son earlier saying he
This past weekend, my parents and siblings as well as our children and theirs, came to our house to celebrate Christmas. It was a wonderful time; lots of laughing and sharing…as well as good food. We rarely get to see most of them since Lynn has become wheelchair dependent so these times together are especially
My Mom and Dad arrived today in anticipation of our family get together at our house on Saturday with my family and my brothers and their families. Everyone comes to our house now because Lynn’s powerchair and other equipment do not fit as well into a home that is not equipped for them. For years
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When Lynn went to the doctor last week, several blood tests were done to find out why he is feeling so tired and run down. We got the results yesterday and were very surprised to find out that his hemoglobin was greatly improved (now 14) as were his other lab values. For the most part,
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Last night I talked about the fact that I felt that I was not living my own life and that I was lost in the caregiving role. Tonight I want to explore the other side–his side. Lynn sits up at night to sleep so that he will not wake me up to put him on
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Have you ever wondered whose life it is you are living? Sometimes I wonder if I exist anymore. Some days it seems that I only exist to be Lynn’s assistant. I do not have a life of my own anymore. Sometimes I try to have one but when I do, I just become frustrated with trying
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